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Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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5:40 pm - I'M STILL ALIVE PEOPLE!!!!!
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I've been getting bitched at for not updating my journal, but I've been soooooooo damn lazy!!!
only this can explain my past few months:
Shows.Booots.Too much margaritas.More beer.Bisexual mode on.Goodbyes.Hangovers.Kisses.Moshpitts.Stagedives.Coolguy.Stupidguy.Jealousgirls.Funnymakeup.Cooltattoos.Bodypiercing.Lipring.Discussion.ExplicitSEX.Weedsmell.HowAmIGonnaGetHome?.Bus.Subway.ImgonnaGoCrazy.Party.Party.Party.Music.Trashed.Coke.Boobies.Funnynoises.Crazymoaning.THIS NEVER STOPS!!!!
This weekend's there's moreeeeeeeeeeee
I'm a true survivor!!!! lol
current mood: anxious
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004
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12:45 am - sitting alone.
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| Saturday, May 15th, 2004
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12:44 pm - It's been a long time since I really updated this thing...
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well a lot went on with me. A LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.............
And I'm not even gonna try to type it all up.. but anyways... let's forget about the past, live the present and plan the future.. tomorrow I have another concert to go to, and its gonna kick major ass. Monday I'll probably go "fishing" lol... (inside joke)
Anyway, I'm gonna try to update this bitch more...
current mood: awake
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| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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3:47 pm - Wow.
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YOu know when you find out stuff from the people you expect to the least?! it's so fucking amusing.
And he probably thought I'd never find out. Or anyone else. Hah, what a retard! lmfao!
current mood: amused
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| Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
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2:06 pm - Hmmmmm....
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| Friday, April 2nd, 2004
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8:34 pm - HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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OMG, AREN'T THINGS JUST SO FUUUNNNYYY????
Jesus fucking christ....
He IS dead to me.
current mood: complacent
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| Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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3:04 am - purpleeeeeeeeeeeee!!
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I'm dying my hair next saturday.
So far, my decision is purple.
Anyone have a suggestion??
current mood: anxious
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| Friday, February 20th, 2004
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8:03 pm - Melancholy hurts
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I need somebody, someone.
anybody, just anyone.
Im soo lonely!!!
I need your body pressed against mine
Use me, if only for one moment in time
I want to whisper in your ears
all my dreams and all my fears....
I just wrote that, its pretty much how im feeling right now...the lack of someone around me, making me smile.
current mood: melancholy
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| Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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10:38 pm - Oh yeah baby
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This guy, that works as a personal trainer (hardly..heh) in the academy/gym I work out at... IS A FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!
Today I went to the pool after working out for 2 hours nonstop....and he was there.. half naked... ahh, that view -.- I need to see things like that more often. Anywho, he's in my hydro class, and today he was swimming right by me...that was SUCH a tease, I thought I was gonna go crazy, lol.
So yeah, now's when I'm supposed to say, I've been working out like...A LOT... and I can actually feel the difference. woot woot!!!!!!!!!! :D
I STILL WANT SEX!
current mood: naughty
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| Monday, February 16th, 2004
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9:36 pm - Family = Dysfunctional
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My family STILL asks me why I like staying home alone.
Check this.
My mom is like in a different fuckin town, so she makes no difference on my urge to be by myself.
My younger brother - a pain in the ass that comes home all the time high, stinking of weed, and he's the biggest new age jock. The popular guy in highschool. Eww...he makes me sick sometimes.
My older brother - He can't see me sitting in the fuckin computer and he starts complaining that I never let him use it. On a side note....HE WORKS IN THE FUCKING COMPUTER ALL DAY...from 6 am to 9pm. he comes home, and still wants to use it? That is, I work, and I study. So I have less time to do enjoyable things. Plus, today I started gym. So yeah.
My dad - He's ok. Although he always bitches if I get home TOO late in the morning, I guess he's ok because he NEVER sleeps over. he's always sleeping over at his gf's...and yeah, he can stay there before I get fed up with him too.
My sister - Oh god. I left her for the last because she thinks she's like the second mother of the house. I was living by my own for a longass time, and I don't need any chaperones. She worries too fuckin much, like I'm some kind of retard that doesn't know a thing about life - yet I know more than her. She wasn't here when all the fucked up family problems were going on. What the fuck does she know?
No, I'm not being a whiny bitch. I just like peace once in a while...I wish they could just fuckin chill! I don't criticize anyone, why can't they just leave me the fuck alone? And NO, it's not a "normal family thing".. I just don't fucking get them sometimes. I guess I'm just stressed and I need a little vacation.
current mood: aggravated
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| Sunday, February 15th, 2004
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1:29 am
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I hate fuckentine's day. EVERYONE is all happy and with their sexy little lovers.
HN7RVBFHihsgiufgvb475ybvfjghbv9576bvn9 including people I LIKE....
I'm so evil. I wish this was all a bad scary movie and I was the psycho villan...and I just blew everyone up!
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current mood: frustrated
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| Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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1:04 pm - Geezus!
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| Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
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2:58 am - Go shortay, it's your birthday
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Well, it's late and I'm fucking bored.
So I spent from thursday night to sunday night at a huge, HUGEEEE, HUGEEEEEEEEEEE fucking HOUSE with a HUGEEEE pool, and pool table too, lol, with 35 of my friends. anyway, I've never had so much fun in my life! I can't even begin to explain and tell how much fun I had.
I <33333333333 sex on the beach!!!!
God, I've gotten good at making drinks in those 4 days! hah, figures lol. I took loads of pictures too. If anybody wants to see them, IM me....they're funny as hell aim: kornfreakgirl120
Bloody Kisses, bloodsuckers!
current mood: horny
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| Monday, February 2nd, 2004
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11:50 pm - Kickass Lyrics.
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When leaves have fallen And skies turned to grey. The night keeps on closing in on the day A nightingale sings his song of farewell You better hide for her freezing hell
On cold wings she's coming You better keep moving For warmth, you'll be longing. Nightingale Come on just feel it Don't you see it? You better believe.
When she embraces Your heart turns to stone She comes at night when you are all alone And when she whispers Your blood shall run cold You better hide before she finds you
Whenever she is raging She takes all life away Haven't you seen? Haven't you seen? The ruins of our world
Whenever she is raging She takes a life away Haven't you seen? Haven't you seen? The ruins of our world
She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak The sun awakes and melts it away The world now opens its eyes and it sees The dawning of the new day
On cold wings she's coming You better keep moving For warmth, you'll be longing. Nightingale Come on just feel it Don't you see it? You better believe
Whenever she is raging She takes all life away Haven't you seen? Haven't you seen? The ruins of our world
Whenever she is raging She takes all life away Haven't you seen? Haven't you seen? The ruins of our world
current mood: restless
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| Thursday, January 29th, 2004
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1:04 pm
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You know what REALLY pisses me off??
When someone is just bugging you to do something all FUCKING week, and you're looking foward to it as well. When you FINALLY find a way to do it, wake up early to get things done and have a free day with that person, they just fucking say:
DON'T COME, I'M BUSY.
FUCK THAT!!!!!!!!!!
Goddamn it, can't you just be committed to something?! Assholes!!!!!! If you can't do it, then don't ask at all!!!! ugh!
current mood: angry
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| Sunday, January 25th, 2004
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8:34 pm - ~*Booty Dances*~
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| Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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7:39 pm - Drunken Days
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Lol, these last 3 days were awesome out of town. We destroyed the fucking hotel room, my friends got so wasted.. We took hilarious pics, but my friend forgot his digital camera there, so we're only getting it back in like a couple of weeks, so I'll post the pics by then.
I REALLY needed these days off, it was the SHIT! but I've got a baaaaaaaad fucking headache, I think I'm hung over.
Monday I have band practice, we'll be meeting our new bassist (yes, don, I'm gonna pay attention to his singing and compare it to phil anselmo and tell you what I think) I hope it works out alright.
I might be going to Italy on August. if not, I'll definetely go to FL...anybody wants to meet up,y0?
current mood: hot
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| Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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12:22 am - oh yeah
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I've got a fucking cold, and it's pissing me off!!!! I can't stand being sick anymore!!!! BALLS!!! BALLS!!!!!
I went to sleep at 9 am this morning, and woke up with my friend asking me why the fuck was I laying on the floor. o_O actually I don't remember AT ALL leaving the bed I was sharing with him. Lol, maybe the whisky kicked in badly.
I can't wait, tomorrow, (or should I say, today) I'm going on a road trip with my sister and our friend. We're staying there for about two days, getting drunk and breaking shit with NO supervision at all. YAY! It's gonna be the shizzzleee!!
Once again, I fucking HATE being sick.
Will someone PLEASE donate me medicines? i've run out.
...please?
current mood: sick
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| Friday, January 16th, 2004
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3:32 pm - Alright, time for some REAL update.
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Ok,Ok... This year I haven't done anything besides pretty much hanging out with friends and -trying- to get better in photoshop. School starts feb. 9th, and I'm starting gym too. HELL NO I refuse to be fat! I think I've got some vanity instinct in me... lately, since I haven't been doing any activities or sports, every time I eat junk food, or anything that will get you obese, I start feeling guilty. Blah. That blows. I love food. I love eating.
Life's unfair, eh? lol. Anyway, I found a new bassist for our band. He covers any Pantera song and he can also sing like Phil. That guy is cool. I'm looking foward for rehersals with him.
Iron Maiden's concert is tomorrow. hehehe WeEeEE!!!! And I can't wait till April, I heard there's gonna be a concert with Dimmu Borgir and Cradle Of Filth. It's prolly gonna be expensive as hell, but it's worth the money. I'm definetely going, yoooo!

(lol that is the funniest)
current mood: lazy
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| Saturday, January 10th, 2004
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2:24 pm - Photoshop RULESSSS!!!!
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